the question

December 7, 2008 at 3:52 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics)

Verse 1.

She sat there

looking at him.

Wanting to ask what was on her mind.

But she kept quiet

didn’t say word.

Just let it eat at her from inside.

Like a monster

like a parasite;

slowly tearing her piece to piece.

Til’ it broke her

and she couldn’t take it.

She needed to know; so she stood up and demanded to know……

Chorus.

How much do you love me?

How much do you care?

Cuz I’ve never felt like this so I’m alittle bit scared,

that you might just leave me

by myself; all alone.

So, how much do you love me?

Cuz I can’t do this on my own.

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Morning Is Coming Soon

November 16, 2008 at 2:39 am (Uncategorized)

v1

There are some things in life

that are worth believing in.

And then there are others

that you should disregard.

You should believe that right

always will win.

And that no one wants to be evil

cuz people are basically good.

But if  you should believe in any of these things.

Have faith in this last one

Please…..

Chorus.

Some day you’ll find true love,

and you’ll feel like you’ve just waken up

from a long dark sleep

and you had a bad dream.

And your love will be by your side

holding on to you oh so tight.

Telling you that your alright

it was just a dream.

v2

You know what I’m talking about

You might be living that dream right now.

The one where your all alone.

No ones there for you to hold

but yourself.

Nothing seems to go right

and everything you hope for

never turns out like it should.

But I’ll tell you one thing

morning is coming soon.

cuz

Chorus.

Someday you’ll find true love

and you’ll feel like you’ve just waken up

from a long dark sleep

and you had a bad dream.

And your love will be by your side

holding on to you oh so tight.

Telling you that your alright

it was just a dream.

Please believe me

and if not me…

believe that your true love is waiting……

for you

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November 9, 2008 at 2:01 am (Uncategorized)

v1

This is the worst.

Dieing inside.

Being pulled

limb from limb,

being forced

to choose a side.

This isn’t what I planned.

To have these thoughts.

To be half of who I am

when your gone.

But since you are

I’m having a little bit of trouble

remembering what life was like

without you.

And you don’t understand

maybe even a little bit frightened.

That I think of you much more then a friend.

Chorus.

I’m sorry for that

it wasn’t my intention I swear.

That I got this caught up in the idea of you and I.

That I’m complicated and confusing;

not like other girls

and all of this probably scares you to death.

I guess I could understand

And I’m sorry for everything  left unsaid.

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Endless Love (from The Myth)

November 5, 2008 at 6:47 pm (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , )

v1

Release me from this mysterious waiting.

The stars are falling; the wind is blowing.

Finally, I can hold you in my arms.

Two hearts  beating together.

Believe me that my heart is never-changing.

Waiting a thousand years.

You have my promise.

Despite many bitter winters, I’ll never let you go.

chorus

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.

Please recall the past-the days we were in love.

We loved each other too much,

that is the source of our pain.

It is sorrowful that we can’t even say “I love you.”

v2

Every night my heart eaches.

I never stop thinking of you.

I am used to being a lone for such a long time.

And I face it with a smile.

Believe me, I choose to wait.

Even though it’s painful I won’t leave.

Only your tenderness can save me.

from the endless cold.

chorus

Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.

Please recall the past-the days we were in love.

We loved each other too much,

that is the source of our pain.

It is sorrowful that we can’t even say “I love you.”

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts

 we can pass through time without bowing our heads.

and nerver giving up our dreams

we loved each other too much that is the source of our pain.

It is sorrowful that we can’t even say “I love you.”

Let love be a blossoming flower in our hearts

We never forget our promise.

Only true love follows us as we pass through time.

It is sorrowful that we can’t even say i love you

The love we have in our hearts is the only never-changing myth.

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Porceline Doll

September 30, 2008 at 4:16 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics)

v1

She sat there in the corner

watching them fight,

wanting everything to be alright.

She was always causing problems,

everything she did.

She was blamed by her mother

and said to be a bad kid.

v2

That girl then grew up

maybe too fast for her age.

Hid all her secrets,

invisible ink on every page.

She made a mask of lies,

the way she thought would please.

chorus

Now she looks at herself,

doesn’t know who she’s looking at.

All she sees is the doll that she has become.

And all her secrets are eating away of whats left of her soul.

She’s slowly breaking….

There’s a crack in this porceline doll.

v3.

When she tried to open up

she got shut down.

Ignored and forgotten

were her worries.

So she worries to herself,

because when she finally found love…

it’s not what she was told it would be like.

The stories lied, because she was denied.

chorus

Now she looks at herself,

doesn’t know who she’s looking at.

All she sees is the doll that she has become.

And all her secrets are eating away of whats left of her soul.

She’s slowly breaking….

There’s a crack in this porceline doll.

v4.

So the doll will go to sleep tonight.

Fix the crack in her face

and try to forget her haunting past.

She’ll hope that he loves her

That he’ll hold her again very soon,

and make her feel safe….

because

today she sat there in the corner.

watching them fight,

wanting everything to be alright…..

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Breathe

September 29, 2008 at 5:21 pm (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , , , )

Vs. 1

Let it all go

Clear your mind

Everything will fine

 in good time.

Test the waters

Get your feet wet

Because if you don’t

you might regret.

Chorus.

Breathe

Sometimes its easier said than done.

Breathe

Go outside and soak up the sun.

Because what your doing isn’t working anyways

You have to feel, you have to love, you have stand up and rise above.

So breathe.

Vs. 2

Flip the switch

Turn off your thoughts

You need to be  happy for once.

Listen to them

But don’t soak it in.

Because it makes you feel their pain.

Chorus.

Breathe

Sometimes its easier said than done.

Breathe

Go outside and soak up the sun.

Because what your doing isn’t working anyways

You have to feel, you have to love, you have stand up and rise above.

So breathe.

Closing.

If you have no reason to go on

Breathe for me.

If you are lost in the wilderness of love

Breath for him

Just inhale, exhale, even get a little drunk.

You have to feel something, anything

so you can move on………

please breathe.

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Acting Duty

September 7, 2008 at 7:02 pm (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , )

v1.

Step one.

Don’t show ur true feelings.

Don’t, seem girly in any way.

And if, you want to know something..

don’ t ask, cuz he won’t answer any way…

V2.

Step two.

Never doubt yourself.

Basically, just be a plastic.

Put on, your mask just for him…

pretend, your hot shit.

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

Well i guess its time for acting duty.

v3.

Now step three.

Don’t act needy.

Personally, i kind of agree with this.

Don’t hang, all over him in public,

And most of all give him sex. well shit.

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

I guess its time for acting duty.

v4.

Why can’t this be easy?

Like it seems to be in the movies?

Do you know you just made me hate you

and almost want to end everything?

But your so lucky I love you.

Even though you don’t feel the same way.

And today I asked you if you missed me

and all you had to say….all you had to give me

was the site that told me these three little steps.

1. hide your feelings

2.  pretend your confident

3. don’t be needy

Well I’m sorry…that i don’t fit… to what…

or who i’m supposed to be…..but I’ll try.

Here comes the mask you want to see..

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

I guess its time for acting duty.

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leaving me behind

September 5, 2008 at 2:51 am (Uncategorized)

v1.

I can’t afford that.

I have to stay.

It’s against own free will.

But I’ll do it anyway.

I’ll hang around here,

waiting for you to come back.

Your going far away,

and leaving me behind.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

v2.

Your having fun.

Me not so much.

I cry every night

cuz i miss the one i love.

I said I’d be strong

and that I’d be alright

but is it possible I lied?

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

v3.

The world is spinning slower now.

and I think its because, your not around.

And gravity is pushing down on me…harder than ever.

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

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Tonight

September 5, 2008 at 2:45 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

1.

Go to sleep tonight.

And hold his sweater so tight in your arms.

Deep down you know everything will be alright.

Your just so lonely here, memories everywhere.

ooooo ooooo

v2.

Please don’t cry tonight.

Hold the tears back and just fall asleep peacefully.

Sleep will let you dream of him and you’ll be alright.

He’ll be with you in your dreams for a little while.

ooooo, ooooo

Chorus.

It’s cuz your alone, no ones home.

Expecially the one you want to be the most.

And your dieing inside, but its those feelings you hide,

from him, from them, except one….

v.3

Please feel calm tonight

Let go of your worries cuz you know they won’t occur

Just trust him with all of your might

even though you do, its hard when he’s not around.

ooooo, ooooo

Chorus.

It’s cuz your alone, no ones home.

Expecially the one you want to be the most.

And your dieing inside, but its those feelings you hide,

from him, from them, except one….

v.4

So go to sleep tonight

I know that you miss him, but hopefully he’s missing you.

Close your eyes so tight

Go to dream land, he’s waiting there for you

ooooo, ooooo

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Good-bye

August 19, 2008 at 3:34 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , , , , , )

v1

Adio

Wot maber (go well)

wog maho

dong maber (stay well)

Vaarwel

ta-ta

okende bulayi

Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive

So instead of goodbye

I’ll try…

v2

Nau’ to twibaoume (we will meet again)

Bidai

Mbae mi lukem yu ( see you later)

Ciao

Esta agupa (until tomorrow)

Vi ses

Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive

So instead of goodbye

I’ll try…

V3

De ballen

Au revoir Kuulemiin (until I hear from you)

Mandi

Dewa mata

xiare


Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive forever….

So now to you

Just for now

I will say Adu

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