Porceline Doll
v1
She sat there in the corner
watching them fight,
wanting everything to be alright.
She was always causing problems,
everything she did.
She was blamed by her mother
and said to be a bad kid.
v2
That girl then grew up
maybe too fast for her age.
Hid all her secrets,
invisible ink on every page.
She made a mask of lies,
the way she thought would please.
chorus
Now she looks at herself,
doesn’t know who she’s looking at.
All she sees is the doll that she has become.
And all her secrets are eating away of whats left of her soul.
She’s slowly breaking….
There’s a crack in this porceline doll.
v3.
When she tried to open up
she got shut down.
Ignored and forgotten
were her worries.
So she worries to herself,
because when she finally found love…
it’s not what she was told it would be like.
The stories lied, because she was denied.
chorus
Now she looks at herself,
doesn’t know who she’s looking at.
All she sees is the doll that she has become.
And all her secrets are eating away of whats left of her soul.
She’s slowly breaking….
There’s a crack in this porceline doll.
v4.
So the doll will go to sleep tonight.
Fix the crack in her face
and try to forget her haunting past.
She’ll hope that he loves her
That he’ll hold her again very soon,
and make her feel safe….
because
today she sat there in the corner.
watching them fight,
wanting everything to be alright…..
Breathe
Vs. 1
Let it all go
Clear your mind
Everything will fine
in good time.
Test the waters
Get your feet wet
Because if you don’t
you might regret.
Chorus.
Breathe
Sometimes its easier said than done.
Breathe
Go outside and soak up the sun.
Because what your doing isn’t working anyways
You have to feel, you have to love, you have stand up and rise above.
So breathe.
Vs. 2
Flip the switch
Turn off your thoughts
You need to be happy for once.
Listen to them
But don’t soak it in.
Because it makes you feel their pain.
Chorus.
Breathe
Sometimes its easier said than done.
Breathe
Go outside and soak up the sun.
Because what your doing isn’t working anyways
You have to feel, you have to love, you have stand up and rise above.
So breathe.
Closing.
If you have no reason to go on
Breathe for me.
If you are lost in the wilderness of love
Breath for him
Just inhale, exhale, even get a little drunk.
You have to feel something, anything
so you can move on………
please breathe.
Acting Duty
v1.
Step one.
Don’t show ur true feelings.
Don’t, seem girly in any way.
And if, you want to know something..
don’ t ask, cuz he won’t answer any way…
V2.
Step two.
Never doubt yourself.
Basically, just be a plastic.
Put on, your mask just for him…
pretend, your hot shit.
chorus.
Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.
To keep the man you want.
Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?
other than me….
Well i guess its time for acting duty.
v3.
Now step three.
Don’t act needy.
Personally, i kind of agree with this.
Don’t hang, all over him in public,
And most of all give him sex. well shit.
chorus.
Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.
To keep the man you want.
Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?
other than me….
I guess its time for acting duty.
v4.
Why can’t this be easy?
Like it seems to be in the movies?
Do you know you just made me hate you
and almost want to end everything?
But your so lucky I love you.
Even though you don’t feel the same way.
And today I asked you if you missed me
and all you had to say….all you had to give me
was the site that told me these three little steps.
1. hide your feelings
2. pretend your confident
3. don’t be needy
Well I’m sorry…that i don’t fit… to what…
or who i’m supposed to be…..but I’ll try.
Here comes the mask you want to see..
chorus.
Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.
To keep the man you want.
Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?
other than me….
I guess its time for acting duty.
leaving me behind
v1.
I can’t afford that.
I have to stay.
It’s against own free will.
But I’ll do it anyway.
I’ll hang around here,
waiting for you to come back.
Your going far away,
and leaving me behind.
It wasn’t supposed to be this way.
chorus.
But thats alright
I’ll be fine
I will go on with my life
As long as I’m busy
and away from home
memories won’t sneak up to my door.
but your still leaving me behind.
v2.
Your having fun.
Me not so much.
I cry every night
cuz i miss the one i love.
I said I’d be strong
and that I’d be alright
but is it possible I lied?
chorus.
But thats alright
I’ll be fine
I will go on with my life
As long as I’m busy
and away from home
memories won’t sneak up to my door.
but your still leaving me behind.
v3.
The world is spinning slower now.
and I think its because, your not around.
And gravity is pushing down on me…harder than ever.
chorus.
But thats alright
I’ll be fine
I will go on with my life
As long as I’m busy
and away from home
memories won’t sneak up to my door.
but your still leaving me behind.
Tonight
1.
Go to sleep tonight.
And hold his sweater so tight in your arms.
Deep down you know everything will be alright.
Your just so lonely here, memories everywhere.
ooooo ooooo
v2.
Please don’t cry tonight.
Hold the tears back and just fall asleep peacefully.
Sleep will let you dream of him and you’ll be alright.
He’ll be with you in your dreams for a little while.
ooooo, ooooo
Chorus.
It’s cuz your alone, no ones home.
Expecially the one you want to be the most.
And your dieing inside, but its those feelings you hide,
from him, from them, except one….
v.3
Please feel calm tonight
Let go of your worries cuz you know they won’t occur
Just trust him with all of your might
even though you do, its hard when he’s not around.
ooooo, ooooo
Chorus.
It’s cuz your alone, no ones home.
Expecially the one you want to be the most.
And your dieing inside, but its those feelings you hide,
from him, from them, except one….
v.4
So go to sleep tonight
I know that you miss him, but hopefully he’s missing you.
Close your eyes so tight
Go to dream land, he’s waiting there for you
ooooo, ooooo
