the question

December 7, 2008 at 3:52 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics)

Verse 1.

She sat there

looking at him.

Wanting to ask what was on her mind.

But she kept quiet

didn’t say word.

Just let it eat at her from inside.

Like a monster

like a parasite;

slowly tearing her piece to piece.

Til’ it broke her

and she couldn’t take it.

She needed to know; so she stood up and demanded to know……

Chorus.

How much do you love me?

How much do you care?

Cuz I’ve never felt like this so I’m alittle bit scared,

that you might just leave me

by myself; all alone.

So, how much do you love me?

Cuz I can’t do this on my own.

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Morning Is Coming Soon

November 16, 2008 at 2:39 am (Uncategorized)

v1

There are some things in life

that are worth believing in.

And then there are others

that you should disregard.

You should believe that right

always will win.

And that no one wants to be evil

cuz people are basically good.

But if  you should believe in any of these things.

Have faith in this last one

Please…..

Chorus.

Some day you’ll find true love,

and you’ll feel like you’ve just waken up

from a long dark sleep

and you had a bad dream.

And your love will be by your side

holding on to you oh so tight.

Telling you that your alright

it was just a dream.

v2

You know what I’m talking about

You might be living that dream right now.

The one where your all alone.

No ones there for you to hold

but yourself.

Nothing seems to go right

and everything you hope for

never turns out like it should.

But I’ll tell you one thing

morning is coming soon.

cuz

Chorus.

Someday you’ll find true love

and you’ll feel like you’ve just waken up

from a long dark sleep

and you had a bad dream.

And your love will be by your side

holding on to you oh so tight.

Telling you that your alright

it was just a dream.

Please believe me

and if not me…

believe that your true love is waiting……

for you

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November 9, 2008 at 2:01 am (Uncategorized)

v1

This is the worst.

Dieing inside.

Being pulled

limb from limb,

being forced

to choose a side.

This isn’t what I planned.

To have these thoughts.

To be half of who I am

when your gone.

But since you are

I’m having a little bit of trouble

remembering what life was like

without you.

And you don’t understand

maybe even a little bit frightened.

That I think of you much more then a friend.

Chorus.

I’m sorry for that

it wasn’t my intention I swear.

That I got this caught up in the idea of you and I.

That I’m complicated and confusing;

not like other girls

and all of this probably scares you to death.

I guess I could understand

And I’m sorry for everything  left unsaid.

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Acting Duty

September 7, 2008 at 7:02 pm (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , )

v1.

Step one.

Don’t show ur true feelings.

Don’t, seem girly in any way.

And if, you want to know something..

don’ t ask, cuz he won’t answer any way…

V2.

Step two.

Never doubt yourself.

Basically, just be a plastic.

Put on, your mask just for him…

pretend, your hot shit.

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

Well i guess its time for acting duty.

v3.

Now step three.

Don’t act needy.

Personally, i kind of agree with this.

Don’t hang, all over him in public,

And most of all give him sex. well shit.

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

I guess its time for acting duty.

v4.

Why can’t this be easy?

Like it seems to be in the movies?

Do you know you just made me hate you

and almost want to end everything?

But your so lucky I love you.

Even though you don’t feel the same way.

And today I asked you if you missed me

and all you had to say….all you had to give me

was the site that told me these three little steps.

1. hide your feelings

2.  pretend your confident

3. don’t be needy

Well I’m sorry…that i don’t fit… to what…

or who i’m supposed to be…..but I’ll try.

Here comes the mask you want to see..

chorus.

Thats what you need to do, or so i’m told.

To keep the man you want.

Does any of this seem like bull shit to anyone?

other than me….

I guess its time for acting duty.

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leaving me behind

September 5, 2008 at 2:51 am (Uncategorized)

v1.

I can’t afford that.

I have to stay.

It’s against own free will.

But I’ll do it anyway.

I’ll hang around here,

waiting for you to come back.

Your going far away,

and leaving me behind.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

v2.

Your having fun.

Me not so much.

I cry every night

cuz i miss the one i love.

I said I’d be strong

and that I’d be alright

but is it possible I lied?

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

v3.

The world is spinning slower now.

and I think its because, your not around.

And gravity is pushing down on me…harder than ever.

chorus.

But thats alright

I’ll be fine

I will go on with my life

As long as I’m busy

and away from home

memories won’t sneak up to my door.

but your still leaving me behind.

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Good-bye

August 19, 2008 at 3:34 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , , , , , )

v1

Adio

Wot maber (go well)

wog maho

dong maber (stay well)

Vaarwel

ta-ta

okende bulayi

Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive

So instead of goodbye

I’ll try…

v2

Nau’ to twibaoume (we will meet again)

Bidai

Mbae mi lukem yu ( see you later)

Ciao

Esta agupa (until tomorrow)

Vi ses

Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive

So instead of goodbye

I’ll try…

V3

De ballen

Au revoir Kuulemiin (until I hear from you)

Mandi

Dewa mata

xiare


Chorus.

These are the fair wells of the world.

Words said with tear in the sayer’s eyes.

Moments that will stay alive forever….

So now to you

Just for now

I will say Adu

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Inevitable

August 18, 2008 at 4:23 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , )

V1.

I was waiting for this moment to come.

But was hoping that wouldn’t come so soon.

I knew you had to go sometime or another,

that was inevitable.

v2

I played how I thought it would happen in my mind.

I told myself that I wasn’t gonna cry.

But I feel these water works kicking in.

I guess it was inevitable.

Yeah I guess this was inevitable….

chorus.

So there you go……

far away from me

and here I stay……

in this little town of nothing.

So I guess all I get to say,

is see you later.

And I think much later……

V2.

I tell myself I’ll see you around,

that when your away its me you’ll think about.

But deep down that is not what i believe.

I guess thats inevitable.

chorus.

So there you go……

far away from me

and here I stay……

in this little town of nothing.

So I guess all I get to say,

is see you later.

And I think much later……
v4

Before you leave, a question has been bugging me.

I don’t want to ask cuz i don’t want to see your heart bleed.

Can to you tell me what it is I am to you?

You say I guess this was inevitable….

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unprepared

July 16, 2008 at 3:24 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , )

v1

The sun is shining

down on me

everything seems to be ok

Then things happen

they make me uneasy

you’ll say comment that catches me off guard.

And I think….

Chorus:

Did I do something wrong?

Cuz somethings not right,

Why does this feel so weird tonight?

Are you not telling me something?

Your making me scared

cuz i’m going into this unprepared.

v2

Should I ask you

or should I just let it go?

Maybe nothing

didn’t mean a thing.

I’m over analyzing this

but I still think…

chorus:

Did I do something wrong?

Cuz somethings not right.

Why does this feel weird tonight?

Are you not telling me something?

Your making me scared

cuz I’m going into this unprepared.

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Left Overs…..

July 16, 2008 at 3:22 am (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , , )

1

He had me from the start

but i guess it isn’t the same for him.

And now all we do is talk

about our “just friend” relationships.

We basically talk in circles and can help one another

but not ourselves.

These guys are driving us mad!

chorus

cuz They can be mean,

they can be sweet.

they can be everything in between.

They like us

but don’t want to be with us

which makes no sense at all.

They make us jealous

all the time.

And I have to tell my heart to rewind.

What happened to all the good guys.

I guess we got the leftovers.

V2

When I ask he says that left overs are alright

But it depends how good the food is.

Normally though he says they’re pretty sucky.

but sometimes

there are awesome ones

that he get to eat for days and days

but he doesn’t have a clue

i’m talking about us

and why does that kind of give me the feeling

that maybe that’s all i am and will ever be.

CHORUS
They can be mean,

they can be sweet.

they can be everything in between.

They like us

but don’t want to be with us

which could makes sense.

cuz They make us jealous

all the time.

And I have to tell my heart to rewind.

Cuz they don’t feel the same way.

Maybe we’re just the leftovers.

TRAN

Girl just wanna be held.

we just want someone to feel the same way.

To listen, to be there, to tell us how much you care.

But he doesn’t do that.

Maybe once in awhile he does,

Sometimes all I think I need is him.

chorus

he can be mean,

he can be sweet.

he can be everything in between.

he likes me

but doesn’t want to be with me

cuz he has “commitment” issues.

he makes me jealous

all the time.

And I have to tell my heart to rewind.

I can’t tell if he’s one of the good guys.

Maybe he is a leftover.

just a left over……
ohhh i hope he’s not

but he’s making me give up.

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You broke my soul…

July 14, 2008 at 11:41 pm (Poetry, life, love, lyrics) (, , , , , , , )

v1

Laying in bed

can’t get to sleep

cuz what you said

is bugging me.

I’m crying my eyes out

wish i was dead

I wish I could get you

out of my head.

v2

I never knew it could hurt this much

When someone else

denied you love.

My heart it aches

and so does my eyes

because of the river

that came from inside.

Chorus.

I’m coming up

gasping for air

Cuz I dove way down deep

and you weren’t there.

My body is losing all control

cuz baby

you broke my soul.

v3

Every day I get mixed feelings

and when ur with me

i feel like you care.

But then when we talk

you turn on a switch,

you build a wall and

i can’t reach.

My head just says leave.

Don’t look back

Set him free.

But heart is still down deep

in the water my head calls deceit.

Chorus.

Should I come up

gasping for air

Cuz I dove way down deep

and you weren’t there.

My body is losing all control

cuz baby

you broke my soul.

But would be any better?

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